Monday, June 18, 2007

i had a chat wif 1 of my buddy who is a girl... i told her my problem and she willingly helped me...

and i've come to realised tt some girls do hurt guys... most of the girls always tink tt guys r the 1 hu hurt girls but its the opposite for me... some girls just love to delay time and hurt guys in the process... izzit really tt difficult to give an answer? i dunno whether izzit becos she doesnt wan to hurt me or izzit becos she's just hiding smth... even if she doesnt wan to hurt me, she could still gave me an answer wat... my heart would b still pumping no matter wat the answer... i really hate this kinda ppl... and my bud told me tt this kinda ppl r called _ _ _ _ _... u hav to figure it out for urself... haha... im not insulting anybody, for ur info...

the problem is settled as she'd given me an answer after much persuation from me but i've got another problem... its tt y is she still avoiding me? we like known each other for arnd almost 3 yrs and is this the way she treat me as a fren? i dunno whether is she scared to face me or izzit becos she hates me? i jus hope tt this problem would b solved... even though im in the process of suffering, but i noe tt as time goes by, the healing process starts to occur... i pay concern to her, as a fren of cos, but its like, she doesnt really care... she only replies me like once of every 5 sms i sent her... i called her and she doesnt picks up the fone... even if she's really busy, she could call me when she's free wat... i just hope tt i still could b gd frens wif her like the past... an example of gd frens is like when i show concern to her, she would appreciate the fact tt im worried... and if she's really hiding smth from me, would'd it b better if she told it to me so tt at least there would not b a gap in between our friendship...

now im all alone on my own... tan went army, wj begins sch and erm, she doesnt really care... i hope tt she would see this, so tt at least she knows wat im facing...