Monday, June 18, 2007

i had a chat wif 1 of my buddy who is a girl... i told her my problem and she willingly helped me...

and i've come to realised tt some girls do hurt guys... most of the girls always tink tt guys r the 1 hu hurt girls but its the opposite for me... some girls just love to delay time and hurt guys in the process... izzit really tt difficult to give an answer? i dunno whether izzit becos she doesnt wan to hurt me or izzit becos she's just hiding smth... even if she doesnt wan to hurt me, she could still gave me an answer wat... my heart would b still pumping no matter wat the answer... i really hate this kinda ppl... and my bud told me tt this kinda ppl r called _ _ _ _ _... u hav to figure it out for urself... haha... im not insulting anybody, for ur info...

the problem is settled as she'd given me an answer after much persuation from me but i've got another problem... its tt y is she still avoiding me? we like known each other for arnd almost 3 yrs and is this the way she treat me as a fren? i dunno whether is she scared to face me or izzit becos she hates me? i jus hope tt this problem would b solved... even though im in the process of suffering, but i noe tt as time goes by, the healing process starts to occur... i pay concern to her, as a fren of cos, but its like, she doesnt really care... she only replies me like once of every 5 sms i sent her... i called her and she doesnt picks up the fone... even if she's really busy, she could call me when she's free wat... i just hope tt i still could b gd frens wif her like the past... an example of gd frens is like when i show concern to her, she would appreciate the fact tt im worried... and if she's really hiding smth from me, would'd it b better if she told it to me so tt at least there would not b a gap in between our friendship...

now im all alone on my own... tan went army, wj begins sch and erm, she doesnt really care... i hope tt she would see this, so tt at least she knows wat im facing...

2dae is a damn fuck up day for me... im damn fucking emo 2dae lah... lets tok abt yesterday first...

friday morning, i woke up at 6am cos im sending tan to his camp... so me, wj, tan's mum and sis went to send our farewell to him... there was this tour arnd the camp... and i was amazed tt the beds are spring... and there was this air-conditioned room with a corner to play xbox and another corner to watch tv... but i tink they onli put the room for display to visitors onli... den i was oso amazed tt the food got many varieties... there was non-spicy and spicy... den somemore still got pasta 1... like quite shiok... and for ur info, tan is the youngest person in tt whole batch... den after tt go out wif some other frens... den went hm...

den comes 2dae... 1 of the most fuck up day i experienced... damn fucking du lan... i tink i dun wanna tok abt it... i just can say tt im still waiting for her reply... wait is all i can do...

no mood to blog liao... bye bye...

yo guys...

this few days ah... very waste alot of my money... my dad went overseas for 1 week and passed me $100 on monday night... den i now left $7 nia... haha... how did i spend so fast? lets go into it... ciggs i onli bought 1 pack and shared half a pack wif wj for this week... -$15... kbox -$15, lan -$20, movies -$20, soccer -$15 and the rest is food... i eat less rite? lol... and i cant believe i always waste $20 on a movie... its because i watch it twice... i watched spiderman 3 and pirates twice... haha... anyway, this june, got many things to do sia... damn busy... got sch, got many outing and some more going msia this coming sat wif wj and tan... zzz... need alot of money... and did u guys watched the match 2dae morning at 2.55am? OMG! brazil really laoya sia... nv score goal until 91st min... but i happy lah, cos i bet soccer 1-1 and total goal 2... i cant believe my luck in soccer is so gd... cos out of the last 3 soccer matches i bet, i guess the correct score for 2 of them... the 1st was man utd vs watford which was 4-1 and the other was the match earlier in the morning... haha... im the king of gamblers... haha... jk... anyway, in the past month, i've had this craze to maple... cos my gd fren in sch plays maple... den i oso play lor... but thier lvl all high 1 lah... 1 is lvl 95 dk but he deleted his character but he still got another lvl 77 hermit and the other was a lvl 112 priest and got another lvl 110 hermit... all pros... im now stuck at lvl 58 and i dun really feel like playing oredi... i need 2x to chiong... haha... and i no money so i stop playing at the moment... i noe im childish lah, but got nth to do and my classmates oso play, so i play oso lor... but i always wonder those super high lvl like mryandao whether got life anot... cos everyday play like siao... den now oredi the max lvl 200... anyway, end of this month, got sg vs aus... the aus team is the first team and it includes players like tim cahill, harry kewell, mark viduka and lucas neill... so if u guys wanna go and watch, pls come and tell me... the match is on 30th june and the price for student i tink is arnd $8... the whole event is the official closing ceremony of the kallang stadium... the event includes the veteran team of sg vs the veteran team of msia... of cos, the veterans includes fandhi ahmad... and after tt den will hav the sg vs aus match... den at the end will hav fireworks...

anyway guys, i'll end here... i'll blog again some other time... bye!