Saturday, March 10, 2007

so many problems now... i dun even noe where to start... every now and den, my parents would quarrel... i wonder when will the trust in them build up again... i feel so sad and heart breaking when i see or hear my parents quarreling... its like a fierce verbal fight between AST and 369...

and wat r true frens for? are true frens suppose to keep secrets among themselves? are true frens suppose to b selfish and not help 1 another? i need a listening ear to hear all my problems and i need someone to comfort me... where are the true frens hu used to help me? do i even hav a true fren at all? am i being used? if u are a true fren to 2 other ppl, and the other 2 ppl keep sharing secrets among themselves and do not share it wif u, how would u feel? i'll bet u would feel left out and tink tt are they realli the ppl whom u trust? another example is - person A keeps a dog, but he keeps losing the dog and catching it bk... but 1 day, the dog realli left the owner... so person B liked this dog since then... person B wanted to catch this dog wif all his might but he failed and wondered when would b his chance to catch it? when would it b the rite time? person B is confused... then, person A wanted another breed of dog... person A chased the other breed of dog like mad, running like a cow... but he too failed... so person A oredi knew tt person B liked person A's old dog... but instead of helping him catch it, (i should not say it anymore...)

(another theory) is a man's best fren realli a dog? y does human hav so much lust, selfishness, etc... i hav so many things to ask... but i jus hav no 1 to tell to... i always relief myself by smoking to death, or playing the computer like mad, or by going out wif ex-classmates... even though classmates are not the 1's hu r the true frens, but they r the 1's hu used to bring joy to everybody...

i shall end it here... more interesting posts will b posted up when there are more interesting events... bye guys!