Friday, March 16, 2007

Create your own Friend Test here

so many problems now... i dun even noe where to start... every now and den, my parents would quarrel... i wonder when will the trust in them build up again... i feel so sad and heart breaking when i see or hear my parents quarreling... its like a fierce verbal fight between AST and 369...

and wat r true frens for? are true frens suppose to keep secrets among themselves? are true frens suppose to b selfish and not help 1 another? i need a listening ear to hear all my problems and i need someone to comfort me... where are the true frens hu used to help me? do i even hav a true fren at all? am i being used? if u are a true fren to 2 other ppl, and the other 2 ppl keep sharing secrets among themselves and do not share it wif u, how would u feel? i'll bet u would feel left out and tink tt are they realli the ppl whom u trust? another example is - person A keeps a dog, but he keeps losing the dog and catching it bk... but 1 day, the dog realli left the owner... so person B liked this dog since then... person B wanted to catch this dog wif all his might but he failed and wondered when would b his chance to catch it? when would it b the rite time? person B is confused... then, person A wanted another breed of dog... person A chased the other breed of dog like mad, running like a cow... but he too failed... so person A oredi knew tt person B liked person A's old dog... but instead of helping him catch it, (i should not say it anymore...)

(another theory) is a man's best fren realli a dog? y does human hav so much lust, selfishness, etc... i hav so many things to ask... but i jus hav no 1 to tell to... i always relief myself by smoking to death, or playing the computer like mad, or by going out wif ex-classmates... even though classmates are not the 1's hu r the true frens, but they r the 1's hu used to bring joy to everybody...

i shall end it here... more interesting posts will b posted up when there are more interesting events... bye guys!

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear