Tuesday, February 27, 2007

hav u guys ever felt disappointed or angry when a gd fren/fren of ur's lie to u bcos of a person? i believe most of u hav experience the feeling b4... im writing this posts not to insult anybody or not to tok behind ppl's back... this is based on a true story and this post is copyrighted... this post is rated PG...

let me tell u my story... it started out on a fresh week and it was monday... (im like writing composition, lol...) ok, lets name this best fren no.1 and another no.2... i oredi hav plans wif my best fren no.1 to go jp arcade and train our initial D... so we were suppose to meet at 2pm... i quickly changed as i was afraid tt i would b late... so i reached my hse bus stop at 1.30pm... when 157 and 174 came, my best fren no.1 called me and said tt the plans were changed... now, we were going to jurong east kbox wif the girl tt i liked and some of her frens... i hesitantly said yes... who doesnt? i was abit nervous tt i keep tinking whether did i style myself nicely 2dae? so the bus 66 which goes to jurong east came... den i received a call frm my best fren no.1 again... he said tt the all the plans to go out were cancelled bcos the girl did not wan to go kbox... and he somemore said tt he going to meet the girl for a while and asked me to go other place... at this point of moment, i oredi knew tt either 1 of them was lying to me and did not wan me to go... how would u feel if ur best fren lied to u? dunno lie for wat oso... luckily, i still got other backup plans... i went to watch movie wif best fren no.2 and some new frens... den during dinner, best fren no.1 said tt he wanted to join us for dinner... of cos say yes lah, when did i ever said no? so he came and acted normally... i did not ask him anithing as i did not wan to ruin everything... so we went hm at abt 10 plus and i was curious so i smsed this girl which i liked... i asked her whether where she went 2dae and she said tt she went to kbox... shocking rite... and somemore is go wif best fren no.1... 1 moment tell me go kbox, another moment say cancelled and now tell me say go kbox... wa... after hearing this, i felt veri veri veri sad, disappointed and abit angry lah... i wanted to noe which 1 of them lied to me... it was either best fren no.1 or the girl which i liked... i felt so betrayed... i do not noe wat to do but to keep quiet frm best fren no.1 and do wat we always do normally... i dared not tell him this as im afraid tt this friendship would b lost... i wondered y they did not wan me to go... now, i jus wan to forget wat has happened... but can anybody tell me wat shld i do?

and hmmm, im sorry for the previous posts which were too explicit and insulting to some... i knew i shouldn't hav written those 2 posts as it is the main reason y all this things has happened to me... and i tink most of u guys noe tt when im angry, its no gd rite? neng bu neng duo zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni?

i oso still rmb how this girl approached me and seek advice frm me on her relationship last time... i helped this girl so much tt i forgotten tt i may lose 1 of my frens... y is she not grateful? y muz i help her so much when i can leave her to suffer? bcos she was oso 1 of my frens... i always treasure my frens well even though we go thru ups and downs...